Sarah and I have now been married over one month. We are loving married life and the chance to walk through life together. As we have started this new journey, there have been many unanswered questions about what comes next: where shall we live, where will the money come from to go back to Nepal, what is our next step, and many more. For most of my life I have had the chance to walk in faith and trust Jesus for all things but now that I am married the challenge of walking by faith has gotten bigger and much more intimidating. Not only am I dependant on God for my own self but for my wife and one day a family.
Lately we have had many people question our way of life. They will say, “Why do things this way when you could go back to Nepal through a different avenue and everything would be provided.” I admit I have wondered this myself but what I have realized is that as Sarah and I have walk by faith, dependent on Him, He has always provided our needs. It’s true we don’t always know where we will stay, where provisions will come from, or what is around the next corner but it makes for a great adventure. I would not trade our life for anyone else’s.
Just in the last month God has poured out His blessings like never before. We didn’t know where we would live and then a church we had no connection with offered a free home for two months and a van to drive. We had ministry trips to make in Seattle and Montana and God provided places to stay, food to eat and even chances to see the sights. God has been burdening my heart to go to seminary and get my masters degree but with little money and a busy schedule it did not seem likely. Then my mission board said it would be okay to attend seminary for a year and still raise support. A seminary in Louisville, Kentucky offered a discount rate for Sarah and I to attend. And finally a group in Chattanooga have me a full tuition scholarship to cover the rest of my school expenses.? These are just a few of the ways God has blessed us during this season of our lives.
More than the physical blessing that He has given, I am amazed at the blessing that comes in stepping out and walking in faith. I often don’t do this well, but when I do, He never fails. He does not always provide in abundance as he has lately but He promises to never let His children go in want- “never begging for bread”.
“Thank you Lord for being You, for always providing when I trust that You will, and for allowing me to struggle and hurt so that my dependence on You can grow. ”
PS…I promise to soon post pictures from the wedding!